I had known it, since then, but is my head is just really hard to understand or is i'm just inlove...

When i knew that he have someone, my reaction is just "ah, ok.."
I am wondering why i haven't felt any feeling at all, taking the consideration that i think of him almost everyday from the last time we'd met. I sometimes don't understand what is happining with me. Why i can't feel pain. Maybe because i'm not really in love or i was just become accustomed with feeling hurt since...

I was hurt before and it was great, i love it, and now that i want to feel it again, why now can't....