Friday, September 28, 2007

BLOCKBUSTER WEEK


Sobrang nakakapagod na week, but this week is just a start of a new me. "Wala lang magawa, wala ka rin ba? Kung mabasa mo to, pariha na tayo", this statement is from of the blogger, hey you duds, may ginagawa pa rin to ha! But anyway, hope you'll to find me, and hoping of a friendship, haha...

So many people doing crazy things, even though eventually it would lead to a broken dreams, but what is wrong seems the most enjoying, and finally the most tragic thing that would happen. Life is more of that for some. And me, i don't know what mine is, it will make me crazy if i have to think of this. Now think of who is me. No directions, ofcourse there is, it just hard sometimes to understand what is happening, yet life is something you are offering, then why truobled me? Well maybe i have lack of faith. To enthrust my life. Yes i know the path i'm walking through, and i know what i want to become, but its not the thing , ofcourse anybody have only one materialistic goal, to have lots of money, to do whatever they want. That's not the point of my centi. And what it is, that the problem is, i just don't know. Well maybe inner peace. I was disturbed as always of thoughts i cant understand or maybe i understand yet hard to believe. What's the matter of me? Maybe i hates those eyes so watchfull, thinking when i'll be going to fall. What are my mistakes would be. There's so much pressure, i mean for the people around me. I never been pressured in my study, but of the people around me. Hah, life is still going on.