What is Life?

We are living today because we have life. What is life by then? As I deeply think of it, and write what I think is life, I found the most answer in the end...

Life is not what you have, i'ts what you give. It's not to be loved but it's to love. I'ts not like yesterday and it would never be like tomorrow, for life is what lies today. It's like a river that flow but never came to the sea. It is nothingness but a kind that exist. Life is complicated but the most easy thing in this world because what life is, is Jesus Christ, Himself...

Trust that Matters

It is trust that matters. It's trust that makes two persons stay. Trust within theirselves, trust to the love the feel. Trust that they would stay 'till the end, to the love they felt yesterday, feel today, to be feel tomorrow and eternally. Trust that no one else. Trust for the love they shared. Trust alone stand the rest of their lifetime.... Trust is all I need...

The Greatest Power

Life is all about choices, all about decisions. This world offers millions of things to choose upon.

It's a choise to love and to love to whom? Love will takes its way by the help of your feet, and with your mind your heart can feel. It's us who decides to fall in love or not, for we are the master of our own feelings, of our own emotions.

To be happy or sad, to die or to live, and millions of this and that. Yes, its all within us, we are born not to be free but we are born free. It lies in us since the beginning, since our first cry. We have this greatest power, to choose about life.

Takes time to realize

Sometimes it takes time to realize things that good life brings, to know you don't have to feel insecure and alone, that you are a unique person, blessed like any other human beings, was love and to love 'till the end.

Do it sound the same with the title of a song? Now you made it realize; Yes, it really takes time to realize something, and somtimes we are running out of time. The candle that we had lit with fire is burning without us noticing. Then, though hard to admitt, it's so late. Realize it now, you're lucky for reading this. Don't take time, God loves you and so do I.

He is Dead

I don't understand my self why i hadn't felt any pain. Maybe because, i psyche it then in the first place, that sooner or later he would end up his life. It's fear for him, he know it's nearer and knows the cause for his soon death. That is life, he just gone first. I understand now how much he love his wife and his daughter. Untill the last time we met in the hospital which is just coincidentaly for my father also admitted, i haven't ask the question why he keep it a secret or did he treat me as his friend in the first place?, its harder to believe he is married and have a daughter rather on he had died. Funny, but i always treated him as one of the good friends i've known...i had shared time with him more than any guy friend i'd known. but life is like that, i'm thankful that i learned so much from him, that he become part of my life...Mcvonn thankyou so much.......

Hello again,

Life is still going on, i'm happy that i'm in the right track. i need to study my lessons, we'll going to have the finals. Holy week is coming, and i want to go home, i miss my parents and my sister and brothers, its already three weeks i hadn't go home. My dear country is of crisis, in commodeties, politics, of everything. I wish i'll be the president. hehehe...

well How is life, Love life, city life, more "exciting everyday" i guese so. what is the use of living in this beautifull Earth if you don't enjoy it? ten years from now, i'll gonna be 29! wow!! i think i had accomplish by that time half of my dreams, i'll be a woman of wisdom and love. successful and full of energy to face the world. i don't know if in that time, i have someone special, how i wish there is. yesterday I found the two sisters in school, they knew me more than i knew them,maybe. they invite me to join them in going to Cotabato, how i wish i can, but i have my exam. so how is it related ten years from now? i want to become a missionary, not a nun, a kind that will go anywhere where you can experience God. I mean a place that is far from the people you know. I want to help people living in poverty, i want to help them how to enjoy life... ten years from now i want to be there in Europe, United states, how is it i want also to enjoy life to go wherever i want but i also want to serve other people in my own little ways... but i think wherever i am ten years from now, i am happy, as i am happy right now, cause i am with God. How i wish people would know how good is life if just they know where it from and know how to thank. Ten years from now, life is more exciting, more beautifull, more colorful. i'm, happy because i now know how to make my self relax, of not telling a lie(still trying, white lie maybe), i'm happy because i enjoy the company of others. i'm happy because i have many friends i ever imagined. i'm happy because my family is going well, i'm happy because i can control my temper. i'm happy because i can deal with everything. i know it will last untill i'll die.... happy thoughts, happy memories, sad moments, pressure times, all of those i give thanks, all of those contributes to what i felt now....

nothing

A busy week, well, maybe because i managed to go to school, to go to the hospital where my father is, to go to church, to do my papers, and so on and so forth. Many things happened to me. My catechesis ended, i will missed those cute pupils. I read a book of essays, and many more. I'm happy that i'm still going on with God in my heart. I believe that i can be as knowledgeable as somebody i know, more hardworking, more beautiful if just i will make it happen. it's just be about days, graduation is coming, someone i know is very busy, i dreamt about him sometimes and i know i like him, more than anybody else. what else cauld i say, the other guy is roommate of my father. i felt pity for him, he would also be graduating but his there, with just a dialysis machine protecting his life. enough, the bell is ringing....