"Be careful for what you wish for it might come true"

I had seen him, he congratulate me rather than i should have done that(maybe because i was speechless). He spread his hand to get my hand, and have a hand shake... Maybe things were still are. I was surprised of how i miss him, of how my heart beat faster, and feeling my blood rise and warms my body...It's so nice to see his smile again, which i do, and obviously like so much about him...Its maybe a long time ago and i forgot him in a way, that once he's the one i'm thinking, that i'm really crazy for him...It's not the way thing s are going today, maybe i'm more matured in terms to that. His wish had come true, and he really deserved for it. His one of the nicest guy i'd known.

Someday i'm wishing our roads will cross again, that i can still see those smiles as a friend i used to be...
I wish that i can say congratulations by then for my self, rather than of him doing it for me just like of what he'ddone ...that i would spread my hand and will hold his hand, and on that day i will not put it back anymore(joke)...I still like him....

once is enough

all persons deserved for second chance but sometimes a second chance will break us down. Once a person will break somebodies heart, that somebody will not be anymore the person you think you'd known but a total stranger. wound may heal and scars may disappear but you can't turn back with the time that once you make somebody cry. that's the pain of this life, doing things can only happpened once, tomorrow would be different, more painful is when tomorrow would not come and all you have was yesterday, when you have then still the chance. then i rather not to do things or bound my self with situations that i know and hoping with wisdom, would break my heart, and my soul. i have my choise, then why should i'll let my self be tangled by engaging myself with pleasures that i know i have no win in the end. Life have all th chances and why ask for a second if you can try the best for even with the first time. then i'll not turn my head back just ot have regret, if just today is all i 'll get...

I Remember You But I wonder why

I saw a bird
It sours high
I know I can't catch that bird
And never can I sour the sky.

Then I saw you
So close
But why can't I hold you
Why seems so far?

The bird gone
And so you do
When the bird came back
You never do
I wonder why....

For you

This is a poem for you, my someone whom i have think a thousand times
whose seductive and tantalizing eyes
have stoled my innocent heart.
This is for your sweet smile and tender voice
your smart jokes and hearable stories
that clings my mind untill these days.
this is for all the times when you
keep your worries in your own
when i'm afraid and failed to reach out.
and this is for your understanding and open heart,
that makes our friendship still alive,
putting the consideration that i become a fool
and thus you can't offer more in return,
staying as a man of just and respect
your charming image overflows you.
this is for your love and care,
keeping you my friend forever.
This is a poem for you,
my sweet, handsome someone,
because your always be in my heart 'till the end...

iTS MY day

How could i thank you? you had blessed me so much! I sometimes wonder, wnat had i done to deserve all these? From simple things to complicated one. Through my ups and down, even in my weaknesses and feeling alone. My Lord You never get tired. I felt so wealthy, I felt so loved, I'm blessed! I can't help not to cry when You fed me of cares. I'm afraid my Lord, give me strength, give me faith. I'm afraid of Your love for me, for You had blessed me, for You had enlightened me, for You had chosen me. My Lord just teach me the way, just continue to guide and strengthen me. With YOu nothing to be afraid of, with You I'm secured. I trust in You. Amen...

dream big for dreaming is for free...

i have lots of dreams but what would matter first is to believe in your self that you can achieve those dreams. life is so fun, and you don't have to make things so complecated. just do things at its fullest and i know youll get your price at the end...

religion class

first day of first semester for my catechetical mission!! it ended so fine, we just have a game, know some kid, thought them a jolly song and give my main topic for the rest of our meetings. New faces, new names, new friends.... I'm so happy that God give me this oppurtunity, give me this vacant time...i enjoy so much the company of this young children especially when i share to them God's love....i'm happy that they will learn from me....